And this put a thumb on, or at least, came rather close to putting a thumb on, a feeling I have when I'm trying to make something. It's harder than you'd think to take nothing but a thought, and make it a real thing, no matter how simple. There's this static that occurs in between a firm image of what the thing you want to make is, and then plucking it out of the ether and making it real. I firmly believe that this "static" is in fact, entropy - the tendency of all things to become less organized and have less energy. Time is an arrow which points in only one direction - and that direction is the way which leads to ever greater entropy. So when we as makers, as creators, as humans - make something out of nothing, we are fighting the entropic nature of the universe. We're plucking some little pocket of energy out of the heat death of all things everywhere, and pushing back that deadline (ha ha) just a little.
I like making things. Sometimes I have to psych myself up to get from that state where I'm imagining a thing, and that state where I am actually making a thing. Whether it's making something out of leather, or brewing beer or cider, a shell script, or writing a story or a screenplay - whatever it is, I do have this tendency to just get intimidated once I get to the point where I'm going to gather my materials and get started. Like a good run, it's easy to keep going once I've taken that first step - but inertia does its best to keep my ass planted on the couch, and the idea in my head rather than in the world.
But fuck entropy. I want to make stuff. What do you do to take that first step? What gets you wrestling with one of the primal forces of the universe - and winning?
