August 4th, 2007

monkey pirate

Argument Dream

I just had a dream that was a long, cogent, passionate and bitter argument with an ex of long-ago. It was just the sort of angry argument we might really have had, and just the sort of cruel things she might really have said. So I wake up with that feeling of emotional numbness that follows a real blow-out, without any of the possible ameliorating affects: patching things up, vigorous make-up fucking, talking it over with much more kindness. Not even able to get anything out of it in terms of, "Okay, now I understand what you were saying," sort of satisfaction.

So I've had my fill of arguing for today already, before I even woke up. Please, no one argue with me today? Thank you.
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